i found out that the only promise you made to me you broke. You promised that you wouldn’t do that and you lied….you lied to my face. and now i am the one left looking like an ass. i’m really starting to hate you and the way you treated me. at the time it seemed fine but now i feel like shit and you don’t even care. I hope you realize the mistakes you are making, and change. you are better than this. believe me, i wouldn’t love you if you weren’t. I’m better than this too. i shouldn’t be thinking about you all the time and praying that you are thinking about me. you are an ass hole and i accept that now. until you can prove me wrong that is how i will talk and feel about you. you wanted the best of both worlds, but baby i hope you came to your senses. i can’t believe i was so blind and nieve. i let you get away with so much because i didn’t want to “over step my boundaries” or push you away. there are so many better guys out there for me…i want to stop thinking about you….GET THE HELL OFF MY MIND!
“i love you, no matter what happens” yeah right!